Sigh...what a day.

i'm trying to refrain myself from using negative words like "bad, lousy or sh*tty" to decribe it. But oh well, now i've said it.

Been playing this song over and over again:

Life Is What You Make It
At least that's what they say
Well I think i'm gonna make it
Fulfill my dreams one day
I feel this fire growing deep inside of me
I'm so inspired knowing that it's my destiny

I breathe like a champion
I dream i'm a champion
I see i'm a champion
It's meant to be
My wills getting stronger
I can't wait any longer
I'm singing a song that's inside of me
Cuz i'm a believer
I know that I can make it
No matter what they say
So i'm a believer
The Future is Now
It starts today

I keep my head up

Everyday i'm waiting
Trying to find the patience
So close I can taste it..But sometimes it's so hard
But i'm gonna keep on pushing
And I'm gonna keep on fighting
And i'm gonna keep on trying because I've come too far

I breathe like a champion
I dream i'm a champion
I see i'm a champion
It's meant to be
My wills getting stronger
I can't wait any longer
I'm singing a song that's inside of me
Cuz i'm a believer
I know that I can make it
No matter what they say
So i'm a believer
The Future is Now
It starts today

The Future is now ..It Starts Today

i guess i'm just desperately trying to convince myself...