tired.

Is just another word i used to describe this numb feeling. It's vacation. And i'm still busying myself. The room is in a mess, with the books that i intended to read over the holiday all lay cluttered on my small, cramped table.

Commitments and more commitments. Promises i made which i'm not sure whether i am able to keep them. i feel like i'm slowly losing grip in my life. Time is slipping away. Everyday is starting to pass in a blur.

i'm getting agitated. i can sense that i'm losing my patience with people. After all, i have my own demons to fight with.

i need to get a grip.

Oh God, please grant me the powers of a superwoman...