i woke up today with a sudden start.

Suddenly it dawn on me that holiday is left with one month only. Skool is starting soon. It is there, around the corner, lurking somewhere... ready to pounce on me if i continue to live everyday like this, without much planning for the future...

Looking around my cluttered room through sleepy eyes, it registered to me that i still have to move to my room for the sem stay. All the boxes suddenly feel like they are closing on to me... suffocating me. Moving again... arghh...those boxes and luggage and an office chair that my parents brought for me, all of them are going to give me muscle ache during moving later.

It also came to me that the grading is one month away too. That means that i have about 4 weeks to learn and memorise the whole short stick pattern.

And i'm going home.

That translates to another Saturday spent away from the training.

In my sleepy mind, another alternative came up. Maybe it will prove to be a better solution. Moreover, i don't think i can really break another stick. With all the qi gong trainings that i'm getting (which is actually countable with one hand), i'll be happy if i can just break a toothpick.

Looking forward to the long bus ride home, when i'll have an eligible reason for doing nothing, just thinking, tidying my cluttered mind.