i've been dreaming these few days. In my sleep, i mean.

Does that mean i keep waking up during REM? i can remember most of my dreams. Funnily, in my dreams, whatever feelings or thoughts that i have during the day seemed to be magnified to several folds. During my waking hours, as i rush through daily mundane activities, a lot of thoughts went through my head. Those depressing or disturbing ones i pushed them to the back of my skull, refusing to dwell on them.

In the dreams, it's always being the case of having the displeasure to view these negative thoughts, under a magnifying glass, to be scrutinized by none other than myself. =( It's scary to have your thoughts play out in scenarios and stories. i don't need a dream interpretation to know darn well the feelings and thoughts that spawn these.

It's like the mind taking over during the night and is trying to remind you things that you want to forget but it won't let you. These nights, it's a constant battle between the mind and the brain.

No wonder i feel so lethargic.